03/10/07 wenesday
ii dunno wadd happens today . dunno by waddeva shyt! ii dunno ! manny things seems to change these days . it seems that everything iish changing ! really everything ! ii tried to make myself happy in waddeva ways & even tried to act as if nthg iish wrong but ... ii still ren bu zhu de ku lerrhs . )': ii really dunno who to turn to & dunn even noe how to say . ii really wanna let go everything & ii really mean everything .... ii feel sho stress ! ii dunn wanns anii exams ! ii am really moodless to do aniithing ! ii dunn wanns conflicts ! ii dunn wanna lose aniione ! ii dunn wanns everything ! & nobody iish dere. tis neberr ending moment will norrtt end sho soon ! everything will get worst & worst ! ii dunno how will it be . ii hope it stop & it iish reall soon ! ii am really tired lerrhs. ii really hav no more strength to carry on . suan lerrhs . guess ii stop here. even how much ii say nobody will eva understand ! )':

takkiiirrrees!
signingoff``
miissyangeLYNN

`leave mii alone )':