dint post for a lonqq lonqq tym .
many things happens . everything changes .
lyfe isn't great without you .
ii may look i'm happy like fcuk , but deep down
inside my heart , it cries everyday .
ii kept telling myself , dont cry because it is over ;
smile because it had ended . but ii just cant
accept th fact tat actually everythings ended .
seeing you each day having happy lyfe really
makes me happy . doing all those things is not
because of you , its just kills my boredness .
so need not feel guilty . yea , ii dont deny
ii still loves you . but ii believe th fact wont change .
all your words turns out to be lies .
my tears had turned dry but ii just dont know whye ,
my heart still feels hurts .
ii wish ii could just forget it .
ii wish ii cann just stop thinking .
ii wish ii cann forget you .
ii wish ii cann pretend ii never know you before.
ii wish ii cann sleep forever .
how ii wish . but its all impossible .
you're th one tat makes me walk back th path &
you're th one tat makes me believe in forever . &&
now , you're th one tat makes me think everything
is just lies , everything is just a dream .
is a dream that ii never dream of .
is a dream that ii dare not dream .
is a dream that ii dont wish to think of .
is a bad dream that ii wouldn't want it to appear .
you told me to trust you , you told me to have faith in you .
you told me you will not hurt me again ;
you told me you will not be like hym .
you told me everything & ii believed .
is this what ii get in return?
ii asked myself , whye things turned out to be this way .
& yet ii dont even know th answer. &&&
once , you told me . you so envy hym* & you say ,
you wanted to be special , is this how special you wants?
if that's th case , i'll grant your wish . & it had come true .
but still , i'm waiting ; i'm hoping ; i'm wishing ; i'm dreaming
you'll appear again in my lyfe .
thanks god that ii found you & lost you within 2months .
i'll let go is because i know , th best way to love you is to let go .
ii said before , ' you're not th someone ii actually wanted ' .
after all , ii dhen realise th importances you're to me .
but now , its too late to say anything .
still , ii apologised for everything .
always remember , i'll never forget you .

takecares.
signinoff``
missyangeLYNN

th scars & wounds that he left & go .
all th memories that you left will
never be forgotten but still i'm waiting
for your return .