today is a sunday !
went to church in th morning .
i'm so bored here .
dont know whye , i simply hates weekends now .
on th 10october went to police station ,
its still pending . most probably next week
go court . dont know what will happens ,
however , i'm ready to pay the price .

sighs . i'm just feeling so down this few days .
ii felt so terrible . each & every single thing is
changing ! ): i'm so afraid , everything changes
when i'm out . those close ones no longer close .
well , ii guess everyone outside will just treat me
as stranger . )x sighs . had been thinking alot lahs.
whatever !

baobei , i read th msg you send to me in friendster lerrhs .
i'm fine inside. i dont know what's happening outside but
hope you will stay strong eh . sorry for not being dere for
you . perhaps , ii wont be able to go out so soon .
i did wrong things so need to be confine lonqqer...
i'm sorry . anw , what bad things happens ?
how come ? tel me eh . yeas .
no one to be my listening ears too already ):
imissyou really alot. yeas . 18month already eh .
i know all this while i'm not a good baobei .
i'm sorry . do takecares of yourself kkaes . loves !

xingans ! imissyous loads .
must takecares kkaes . dont miss me too much .
hees. iloveyou ! see you soon ! (:

to someone whom dont even remember me :
do takecares of yourself . though i dint
say who are you , or you dont even know who i'm
refering to , just takecares . i miss yous alot .
imiss those tym we been together .
i love you like how i always do .
you're still as important as before . iloveyou !

takecares .
signinoff``
JERLIN