aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !
this holiday is a nightmares ! ! !
i guess many people enjoy holiday .
but ... I'M NOT !!!
ppl holiday is go enjoy and etc .
but my holiday is totally ....
cso occupies my whole weekdays .
spring cleaning in ag ... & etc .
but i know this is the price i have to pay .
so i tell myself , its okay . (:
i'm trying to think positively & i know
myself , i can overcome all obstacles that
come my way (:


on monday i think ,
kena scolding from papa.
i think he's right .
sometimes we just forget we're in a
rehabilitation centre.
we just forget we're there to clear our name .
sighs. papa say , ag girls has got a dream .
sometimes i will ask , have i put in my best for
everything ... but i came to realise , i'm not .
i'm just blindly passing each day so aimlessly.
but i know , i'm still not ready for any
challenge . ): i dont know what , i dont know
why , i dont know how . wtd?!


as for today ,
jerlin is a super duper goodgirl !
spend almost the whole day at home (:
painting my door . haas.
i think i cann be a painter when i grow up !
lalalalas ! meet xinying&jessica for dinner
just now . so long never see dem lers.
but they're still the same old dem !
i'm so glad. haas.
kaixinkaixin ,
there's school on monday !!!
but that also means end of year is coming .
stress stress ): i still haven finish my holiday
assignment ! ): wtd?! hais .


sighs .
bff is fcuking upset right now .
yet i'm here , cant do anything . ):
arghs !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




signingoff``
mina


i just do not know how to tell him .
this will head no where . and it just
cannot be . wtd?!


i just do not know what am i thinking .
i need someone to tell me what shud i
do so badly . )':