today is damn fcuking sucks !

its the most fcuking suay day after so long !

i felt so pekcek the whole day !

mood wasn't good since the early morning .

finally think that everything is gonna be fine .

but i was wrong ! everything is so wrong !!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhh !): i didn't know what to do

now . because of this fcuking thing , i didn't

know where to start from again . i've came

so far yet this thing really bring me down

again . i'm stuck here . what should i do?!):

i so feel like breaking down now .

mummy ask me today , why everything changes

but not this . i agree with her and i ; myself

kept thinking why for the fcuking whole day .

and i didn't know why . whye am i allowing

this little thing to defeat me ?! whye ?!

i feel so lousy ; so sucks ! why am i always

taking things for granted ?! why cant i handle

such little thing ? i feel so upset , real upset ):

i didn't know how to face all these right now .

ahhhhhhh! FUCK ! ):

signinoff``

mina ):

how great is god?!

whye is he taking each and

every part of me day by day ? ):