today is a saturday , and am so tired again .

woke up early in the morning by that old

woman's voice . didn't want to wake up but

i know if i dont later will have a tornado starts.

went down for breakfast and devotion after that .

dhen that korean lady loves to clean toilet .

so papachoo wanted all the girls to learn , how

to clean toilet . so all bobian have to learn ...

clean toilet = freedom . what logic?

so clean here clean there , time flies & its noon

already . everyone was so tired but cant wait

to go out . ate lunch and everyone was release.

train-ed home with happyfruit . slack slack here

and there and here i'm home . (:

last night , never sleep well at all .

due to today . i just cant stop myself

from thinking about everything .

today is a special day for him .

well , happybirthday(:

letter is sent a week ago and i guess

there is nothing much i could do .

but still , it just makes me so moodless

today . reflecting all the things we've

done and it only bring tears to me .

at the end of the day , everything just

makes me so speechless & i know every

thing gonna end here . seeing each min

flying away . yes , i miss you . but i want

this day to be over fast so i could just

carry on with life. after so long , i just

couldn't get over . but after today ,

everything will be different . with or

without you , everyday will still be me . (:

1st week of holiday is gonna end .

in 2days time it will be the 2nd week (:

esthertay came back last wed . but she's

gonna go for extented for the next one

week . am gonna miss her like hell !

things in hostel still fine . but everything

is just so complicated to explain .

alrights . i guess that's all . going out soon !

signinoff``

mina(:

i'm just too afraid to face all the things .

its just me that cant over come all the fears .

just leave me hanging here as idk what i

myself wants . the glass would just break

anytime if i never hold it properly . ahhhh.

whatever.