Growing strong !

So...it's confirm that my weekends
From tmr until Chinese new year
Is gone ... Because of those stupid
Programmes and chingay's rehearsal!

Things had not been going smoothly
But I know that I'm just trying to
Make everything to seems perfect !

It's just my luck to stay in this place .
It's just my luck to get to know these ppl.
It's just my luck to turn my fcuking life upside down...

This week is a little disappointment here
And there . I'm so disappointed with
Many things , even myself ! But I know
How much I disappoint others is more than
How much I disappoint myself .

I've made A.R disappointed and I didn't
Know what to do now . Ar has always
Been treating me so good andand ,
What the fcuk I am doing?!

I Thot I'm doing my best already.
I thot i've did what I need to ...
But why ? To others , I'm always
Not good enough... Why do ppl so
Selfish ? Never spare a thot for me
At all? Always smiling is not always
Happy . 什么才算够？


School is still sucks !
But thank god I've tjy , kxt and co .
They're damn funny. Ft is becoming
Better , never really nag at me
Anymore ! But the threat that the
Fucker always use is still on as usual
But im not affected by it anymore
Because I know my po is on my side (:
I love her and I don't want her to leave):
Many class test is ard the corner !
My poa class test I did real bad ...
Just passed only ! LOL ! I'm becoming
More selfpraise ! Once again , I wanna say ,
JERLIN IS A GOODGIRL ! because she went for tuition
Lessons these days !!! ((: 2 thumbs up !!!


I'm starting to miss some ppl !
Oh ya , I've sent those letters out on
Wednesday I guess? Will I receive a
Reply ?

Well, I guess I shall stop here me ! 我累了。


signingoff''
Mina !


想一个人不一定要让他知道
因为有些人跟本都不在乎！
不要说你想我因为我知道
你已经忘了我的存在
不要说你爱我因为我知道
你没爱过。


I just feel like allowing myself
To flow like a river without much
Hesitation in mind .

Leave me alone !

I tot you're my closest one
But today I realize we're no
Longer the same . Things changes!
Nothing last forever ! Fcuks to you !