my mind is so in a blank now .
i dont know what i want to say but i
just know that it is a must for me to update.
else my blog would be so dead !
i'm feeling so tired right now but i am just
forcing my eyes not to close because
every minute is so precious to me ! as usual ,
sleeping is such a waste of time ! (:
just now there's this stupid call thingy from
mcys . and it really irritates me . lousy system !
it wants me to say 0-9 . i dont know repeat how
many times still fail . like so boliaos lors. lame .
dont know why will have this kind of system .
LOL ! alrights , now is 1:26 am . and i'm
still staring at this screen infront of me .

yesterday which is actually kinda great but
after all its a fcuking day because i think of
those foolish things i did in the past . i cant
imagine it further . i felt so disgusted with what
i actually saw today . the Q flowing in my mind
was like , am i like this too ? omfg , i cant think
back further anymores! alrights , left ag with dra !
went to parkway ! went to find ahwen mummy !
am so happy to see her again . after 1 year man ?!
the last day i saw her is the day i discharge from sgh
and left her . i wouldn't know how my messed up life
be in sgh if she's not around ! tysm (:
dhen pei dra go bedok . talk alittle with her ah ma .
her ah ma is damn cute lors. i swear , i never bluff.
laughs . after that went to bedok station meet khy .
actually wanted to go town to find jjj . but end up
i guess its too late so i just stay at bedok with hy
they all . sing alittle with yb and khy ! ard 7 .... trained
back woodlands . meet idiot , slack awhile and went
home (:


school is normal . lessons starts already . but my mood
to school is still so unstable . i'm starting to lose my
motivation to study ! ): i dont know whye but i'm
trying not to sleep in class already . but still my form
teacher is stil so sucks . i just dont like her lah ! i think
catching me every morning turns out to be a habit for
her . LOL. but i still enjoy school life and wont give a fcuk
to her and obviously it doesn't affect me much too ((:
lalalas . regarding hostel , everything can say is still fine .
i felt that i've so little time to spend with taoeh and co.
sighs ! ): alrights . basically that's all (:


ypl (:
dont be too upset bout it !
though you say you felt so ugly on th 11th
but its okay lah . kuku ! idiot you ! make me so
worried cann . laughs . but am glad that
you're fine . dont be too worried bout poly thingy
or whether shud you join the netball thingy .
just follow your heart ! i will always support
you , you know right . and and , i cant stop missing
you ! so you've to bear with your flu !!! (((((((((((((((((((((((:
love you lah !


signinoff``
mina (: