so many days since i update .
homeleave ytd and i'm too lazy to do anything ,
so mainly slack and sleep ? lols.

things in ag is getting worse day by day .
i dont know why and dont know what i should do.
at times i felt so sucks because things doesn't affect
me much because i'm away to school in the morning 
until late afternoon . but i seriously cant stand all the
things that is happening , seeing them cry , seeing
them hurting theirselves , seeing them being force
to do things and many moree ! i know that this gonna
come to an end but how ?! i felt so helpless . the threat
they gave us is either being breach or close down the
home . saying us ungrateful . are we ?
he's just trying to be nice , we all know .
i thot he's the father whom i always love to have , always
respect and honour , always think that he's just that
perfect daddy . but i guess i'm wrong ? idk .
these days , i've saw a different him . is this the true colours?
well , but this makes me learn . not to judge a book by its
cover . (:


LALALAS ! school started !!!!
things is so not right on the first day ! ):
on th first day , i received a news after school .
i dont believe at first because sxr still call me
during my recess but somehow my heart told me
it is true . when i know they reported to the police ,
i felt so speechless . i hold back my tears all the
way until i step into ag . dra saw me back and came
down . she show me the board and i immediately
burst into tears . love , thanks for your shoulder (:
do my stuffs and i just cant stop thinking bout that
sxr !!! and and after prayer meeting ... guess what ?!
sxr is back ! this part is so dramatic when i think back .
lols. shall not elaborate moree . ((: sighs . i thot i've
gave up on her , i thot myself can really turn my back
against her but i realise i cant . this make me thinks alot.
and i will support her all the way ! SXR , JIAYOU ! (((((:

tuesday to friday school is damn slack .
we've a course to attend , some get fashion , bakery , tourism .
and mine , hm , pj and s got hairdressing ! its kinda fun
actually . got to know this super good teacher . jeraldlind !
she's super cute and i am gonna miss her to the max ! ! !
she help alot of ppl make hair which use less than  3min
and everything is done . super right ? lols.
ers , i guess nothing much already ... monday lessons will
start officially , oh no . iguess i'm still in the holiday mood .
like everytime reach certain time i will feel tired and is
a must for me to sleep . oh ya , there is one more thing ....
my form teacher sucks to the core !!!! i dont like her , i
dislike her and of cos i hate her to the max !!! what she know
is only complain complain and complain . i just cant stand
her fcuking face ! she's pissing me off every single morning
and omfg . she claims that she will be our form teacher for this
year and also next year !!! she's really damn irritating . one
day never catch ppl like will die like that . skirt so long she say
short . nails so short she say still long . she see you nothing to
catch already , she catch your hair . say your fringe lah say this
say that . i can't stand herrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !!!! ):

ypl ! (:
i'm sorry i didn't reply your text .
but later i will text you .... !!! (((((((((((((:
tmr get results le wors . bu yao pai okay?
i believe ypl can get better than she think
she can ! jiayou !(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:


TJY and co .
hey girls , thanks for all the laughters in school ! (((((:


jov ! (:
dearest jiejie . i know it had been hard on you
all these while .  but no matter what i hope you
will endure and move on ! i believe all these things
happen for a reason . be yourself  , your own self !!!
like how you were in the past ! because staying in
ag doesn't make a different . though yes , we're always
in the losing end but that doesn't stop us from keeping
our own principles in life ! jiayou ! standing next to you
will always be us ... ; your 6 txg[s]


signingoff``
minaJCWS




i dont know how i feel in my heart .
i thot i will never think bout him again . 
i thot he's no longer exist but that day 
when she gave me his address , my heart
told me , i still care . 
this r/s doesn't worth all these shit but why
am i clinging onto it ?