suckiest day !

omytian ~
going to be 12 am lers yet i'm still slacking and haven
do a single thing ! well , let me talk about today .
today is the suckiest day of this 4days of homeleave .
really terrible . i dont know whye this homeleave ,
i'm feeling so lousy all the way . everything seems so
not right . i just find that i dont have time to do everything
but i'm rotting away my time myself by slacking all day long.
aren't human suppose to live life to the fullest ?
but what the fcuk i'm doing these days?

let's say whathappen that makes me so pekcek th whole
fcuking day . was supposingly meeting sxr to chinatown .
dhen waited for her to wake up but this pig woke up
damn late . so i went over to granny's place but realise
she's not at home and no one to open door for me .
that bitch & her daughter who saw me yet treating me
like transparent . called my dad , i call 10 times and that
little girl kup 10times . i sent a msg to him ask him to pick
up as i didn't know he was taking his shower and that bitch
of his text me and say : your dad is taking his shower , you
cant wait ah . LOL. like so what the fcuk can ? who the fcuk
she think she is ?! so after daddy open the door for me , i at
there kbkp and he just step one to say that little bitch. and i
was doing my own stuffs , that little bitch stand infront of me
and keep looking at me like i owe her a living . i eating and she
just mainly stand there and see . dhen my sister came back and
that little girl went to pass her the key to open the door and i
was like why didn't she pass it to me just now . you see , she's
damn guai lan ! about one hour later granny is back and i just
mainly complaining and complaining and complaining .  and
ahgong see me so pekcek ask me what happen and i told him .
and finally someone siding me already . so i left there to train to
bugis to meet bff and soap . soap left , me and bff headed to
chinatown to find my mummy . this time , make me so pekcek
again . mummy is busy and she call me to go there to find her .
actually planning to get school stuffs but didn't found anything
i like and feeling so sucks so headed back to yishun after i
had my dinner with mummy . pei bff to find ek @ 111 ...
after a little while cabb home with bff . she came my house ton
with me again . thankyou my dear girl . love you lah (:

nothing much already i guess ? actually there're more things
that causes my day to be more sucks but i'm so so lazy to
elaborate anymore . hais . spoken to jjj this afternoon and
the both of us realise , human is always not happy with life.
when we dont have something we tends to say : if we have
we will be content . but when we get that thing we wanted ,
we often ask for more . isn't this stupid? hais . school
starting in 2days time ? LOL. hopefully everything turns out
to be perfect . well , though it usually dont but i still do put
alot of hopes in it . many thots is running through my mind .
i didn't know whye and didn't know how . alrights . i guess
i should stop here already else , bff is going to kill me .

YPL !
sorry that i didn't really pei you text today . 
am feeling a little not right . dont anyhow think
alrights. (: love you lah . hope you're alrights .
please rest well and lastly , IMISSYOU !

TJY !
dearest meimei , i hope you're feeling better now .
school is statrting already , must chiong study
already alrights? everything would be fine de .
dont worry okay ? andand , must remember
that little pinky promise that we made a month
ago alrights ? nobody cann tear us apart okay ?
no more attitudes and etc uhs . love you always .
be good and jiayou alrights . JCWS [L] TJY !

this bff of mine force me to write :

ILOVEANGGEOKTING !


signinoff``
mina(:

if only you're here with me dhen i wont
be feeling so sucks these days .
this year , i've no resolution in mind .
i shall not worry for tmr as tmr will
has its own worries .

that feeling is so special andd it had been
a long time since i felt that way . (: