FML _|_

back in ag .... only one word can describe .
HELL . sighs . 3moreeeee months and its seems
so f-ing far !!!!!!!!!!! _|_
actually i am quite looking forward for today .
because its check script day . but today totally
fail me ! ): idk how to explain to those ppl who put
high hopes on me . sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i did study but idkwhy i will get such fucking results !

so so many things is troublings me .
badnews last night . and and i am wondering if it is
my fault . if i never told him he's ..............
he will contact me still . if i never told him ..........
i may be able to change this situation . my apology.
i dont mean it . i'm just trying to make myself moree
happy but i didnt know this would cause such things
to happen . i'm freaking worried and upset bout it .
i know you wouldn't blame me . but still , i'm sorry .
hope to see you back soon .

am feeling so sucks right now .
i couldn't express it . its so lousy .......... )':
i shall stop here . goodbye

你永远不会懂，忘记痛要多久。

signinoff``
♥JCWS