from doing so . i'm lazy , i'm tired , i'm moodless ,
i'm affected . by what ? idk . sigh!
receive his letter today again .
didn't i say before i will not dwell in it anymoree ?
but why? why am i still get so affected and dwelling
in it still ? sometimes i just hope that you doesn't
exist in my life at all . sometimes i'm thinking if you're
with me now , how happy could we be ? sometimes ,
i hate you for the way you treated me . sometimes , i
love you for who you are . sometimes , i hate myself
for loving you . sometimes , i love myself for drawing
lines with you . what am i up to ? what are you up to ?
selfishness is all i see in you but i know love is selfish
and i wouldn't blame you instead i thought of you even
moreeee , you once told me , our heart will always beat
as one ! until today is this heart still beating ? i seriously
dont know . actions always speak louder than words .
no promises -- but i miss you ! )':
my life is getting so bored each day !
i'm just blindly wasting my time ! hais . what to do?
jcws is gonna be so broke soon !
been asking myself what i want . but i really dont know .
FML _|_
isn't extended should be happy ?
i thought i wouldn't breakdown after i leave my hell .
i didn't know i would actually breakdown that day .
patient is taking place yet tolerance is driving me mad ,
school is reopening soon . and jcws is not ready for the
next term yet ! tell me , tell me what should i do ?
where should i start ? sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .
whatever -.-
爱上的为什么是他不是你？
大多数的事我都忘了却还记得你的微笑。
告诉我，我该怎么做？
爱一个人不一定要拥有，对不对？
说祝福的话暂时没办法，
学放手是长大也是伟大。
signingoff``
♥JCWS
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