i seriously cant believe i'm such a good girl !
i'm not sure if today is my first time staying home ,
only went out to get a bubble tea and home again .
mayb its not the first time but its so rare laas. lalalas.
for this , i wanna praise myself !
JCWS , YOU'RE A GOODGIRL (:

but as for my holiday assignment ,
i haven done a single piece . HOLYSHIT !
what to do ? well , i seriously seriously
dont want holiday to end !
i dont want to kiss my holiday goodbye .
i dont want hell to start . 
i dont want stress to come . 
i dont want all tests and exams . 
i dont want all words & letters to flood my mind .
sigh . kiss holiday goodbye and hello to hell . )':

hmmm , jcws wants a new hair cut . 
but i dont know what hair cut i want ? hais .
confused -- !

suddenly , i miss granny so so much !
ahma , where are you ? ): 

somethings is seriously troublings me the
whole fcuking day . i didnt know whye . 
i just dont feel good at all . 
i started day dreaming whenever i've got nothing
to do and tears just roll down . what's wrong ? 
tell me tell me what's wrong ?
tell me tell me everything is gonna be okay !
tell me tell me i still have you there !
tell me tell me you can feel me !
tell me tell me i'm not forgotten !
tell me tell me you miss me !
tell me tell me i'm impt !

because , everything matters to me !
no matter you're playing a big role , a small role 
or a tiny little role in my life , it all matters , alot , alot 
to me . everyone ; everything makes a different . 
you ppl will never know how much i'm affected , 
how much it upsets me , how much it matters to me ! 
whatever !

wish me lucks for my school later on . 
goodnights (:

signinoff``
♥JCWS