i've got so much things to say , so much
thoughts flowing in my mind . and all these
are so indescribable . idk where to start but i
will try to post as much as i could rmb .

firstly , power of love 3 had successfully ended .
everyone did a great job . only 2 words can describe ,
WELL DONE ! goodjob ag girls . (;
power of love 3 were friday and saturday .
friday was kinda down because i guess all of us were
thinking that there're still another day to go , that's why
we're not that enthu that day. but saturday was a bit
different . most ppl is kinda happy and looking forward
to put this event to an end so that we'll get our homeleave !
well , as for myself , its my so called last night/day in agh
so am super high . although surface shows that i'm happy
but deep inside my heart i didnt know why am i feeling so
terrible . sat in the bus alone when our way back to ag ,
listen to music and looking out of the bus , i suddenly
felt this weird feeling . its like a huge stone being smash
into me . idkwhy i felt this way but i only know its so
unbearable that i almost burst into tears . but this strong
princess here still manage to hold it back . (: well done to
me ! (: lalala ! took quite a number of pictures too . but all
is not with me but i shall get it from those ppl soon ! (:
back to ag that night , which is a saturday , pack all my
stuffs and got the bear bolster from auntynoi . all girls
are allow to leave at 8am the next day ! great ? (:
lying on my bed reflecting all the days in agh , happy ;
sad ; hurt ; disappointment & many morees and that
moment hits my heart with a sharp pain .
i couldn't believe it was my last night . time seems to be
flying . feeling a little she bu de to the ppl there .
especially those who are dearly and close to my heart .
sometimes i just wish i've never met all of them at all .
because getting to know each other is easy but the
departing is always the most difficult . knowing that
you may be might not be able to see some of them
in your whole life again . isn't this scary ?
all these is just like a dream ; a nightmare .

so when i was about to leave ag @ 8plus .
i saw oldman . he claims that he came out the right time
to send me off after knowing that i will not be back
anymoree. it kind of encouraging but at the same time
sadness fills me . i felt so unbelievable i will actually
felt this way. jj always say i'm his fan but in me i knew
that i am not but just that sometimes the words he say
just touches my heart easily and i knew i'm weak & lousy.
oldman spoke to me a little and give me a big hug and a
kiss on my forehead . perhaps , this will be the last time
i felt this way and having a father's hug .
no matter good , bad , negative , positive , i can't deny
he once played a big role in my life . thankyou !
so i left with glory , stepping out of the gate telling
meself i mustn't  land myself in such place again .
feeling messy and irritated by many things but i know
i am still happy to be out of that place .
finally princess is out from the evil circle and back to
castle. (:

the msg goes :
in everything there is an ending .... but not in relationship
less we put an end to it . today's goodbye is for yesterday
pain of a crime committed but its the beginning of a new
life . a relationship shared .

well , so i left for my ehl successfully (:
having my maria and jam to carry my things back home
for me . thanks to this 2 lady and i'm home safely (:
slack slack and slack . feeling tired and lazy but i still
force myself to get up and prepare to go out .
because my time is running up . i feel like i've so so much
things to be done but i just have so little time .
sometimes i hope i can really spilt myself up to pieces so
i could just complete everything i want to do without
all those bloody things happening . i wish .

went over to yishun a little while .
met py for her break and went town after that w
that 2 ladies . they're just so funny and random .
want to do stupid and random things out of a sudden. LMAO.
waited for naughtyking and went to see baby after that .
baby became more and more big in size !!! took photo with
baby too ! (:

back home , and everything is not right .
feeling sucks and helpless.
i dont owe ANYONE  a living and i dont see any reason
for her to give a bloody fuck face and fucking attitude
when i never do anything at all . _|_
if i have a choice i wont wanna be here ; stucking and not
mutter a single word ! fuckshit ! i swear i will just bear for
another 8months and this will be over soon .

basically that's all . i guess there're more but my mind
is feeling a little tired right now .
time to go to bed . i left 2 hrs of sleep before going to
idiot's court . tiring dayahead .

oh ya . another thing . am starting my work on this
coming tuesday . i am sure i will be fucking tired and
strengthless but i dont have a choice but to bear with
it . i know i can and of cos jcws will endure (:

i will stop here. nights peeps. (:

signinoff``
♥JCWS