today , jcws reflected alot .
at times , she really enjoyed being alone ,
reflecting what's happening . at the same
time she is always feeling so down , lousy ,
sucks , upset abt all the shits that is happening
in her fcuking life -- !

was feeling tired though i slept for nearly 10hrs.
idkwhy , feeling tired easily these days . _|_
so went eastcoast to meet huahua .
workwork&work . i enjoyed working today too .
although this job just sit there but i enjoy sitting
down than standing all day long -.-
was a little pissed by that bitch . she's just a
irritating slut wearing a fake mask that makes me
puke ! _|_ _|_ _|_ whatever . i just can't be bothered
with everything . i'll just flow as days go , flowing in
my own lalaland , leading the life i want and live it to
the fullest (:

i'm learning and trying to live without anyone because
that is the only key to success .

unable to forget the past and dwelling in it still .
feeling so helpless .
tell me where it hurts now tell me ?

sometimes , i just wish that i didn't met you at all .
you didn't know i'm feeling scare as well .

signinoff``
♥JCWS