why am i feeling so sucks right now ?
where this sucky feeling come from ?
i just need some peace . why can't ppl just fcuking leave me
alone for sometime ?! why do they always pushing me to my
limit ? i cannot take it further anymoreee. please . LMA !

i'm not trying to change .
you claim that i've changed . but did you even ask yourself ,
what cause all these changes ?
i'm really very sick and tired of everything . all those words
you say already left deep scars on me .
you've always been very good to me . i seriously
appreciate that but that doesn't make a reason for me treating
you back the same way . i'm just doing the things i like / love .
i am just doing the things i am happy though treating you this
way , i dont feel good deep inside but i've no other alternative .
tell me how should i handle all these ?
you changed my mood , you causes all things to turn from good
to bad each day . when is all these gonna stop ?
i'm irritated . yes . by all your actions / respond .
why is everything i do never seems to be enouogh ? what moreee
do you expect ? i dont understand , i seriously dont understand .
break ties or not ? idk . _|_

will things be better tmr ? sigh . whatever .

school is normal .
i'm trying not to sleep in class and pay attention .
sometimes , things just dont go my way .
whatever . i'm gonna endure and not to give up
this time .

thanks my sweetest mskay to be by my side always .
trying to cheer me up all the time but fails to do so .
i seriously appreciate and she do make a different to me.
we're gonna make it this term tgt , am i right ?
i love you<3

ypl ,
my apology for not msging you and all .
i promise once i'm ready and fine for everything i will .
i know you'll understand . meeting me this week ?
i need your listening ears so so much . imy ):

i know you always wanted something .
the things that are unsaid .
but seriously i dont know it myself .
pardon me for that . my apology .
thankyou for being there(:

being affected so so much by that .
i thot it is nothing anymoreeeeeeee .
i dont wanna see you !
why does it hurts ? tell me tell me tell me !

signingoff``
♥JCWS