i'm lying on my bed till now since 1 plus this afternoon.
feeling damn ..... i dont know how to describe but
just not good at all . my head is bursting . ):

lateeeee for school today .
actually wont late one but i purposely meet boyfriend
and late together . i swear he's damn irritating . -.-
sometimes , idkwhy i've known someone like him !
but whatever it is , he's still great ! (:
 
went school around 8.45 and leave school at 11 !
feeling so not well so after going to aunty house
went home straight . basically that's all .
nothing much today . suckish bad day !
luckily jezebelcheong is home . she did everything
for me like how she always used to . TYSM ! (:

once again , your actions push me few steps back
again . why? eachtime i walked a little closer ,
somethings will always appear and push me back.
i hope i could close my eyes not to see the things i
dont wish to see . i hope i could shut my ears not to
hear the things i dont wish to hear . i hope i could
not feel all the things that is hurting me .
可是我就是做不到 。
我越向前走却像是在向后退 。
我越想付出多一点却像是在增加我的压力。
为什么 ？

不管有多痛 ，了解我的人因该知道我不会回头 。

不管有多舍不得 ，一切将变成过去 ； 美好的回忆 ♥

 i will continue smiling like everything is perfect .

 even the most painful one , i've overcome so 

 what is all these ? well , nothing . (: 

 scars that makes me stronger . 

 我不需要谁 ，谁也不需要我 。 

 我想我够坚强 ， 自己面对自己的问题 。

 leave me alone ! 

signinoff``

♥JCWS