Sunday, August 22, 2010

what to do ?

it's morning 4am now and i haven't pompom ,
haven't do so much things ):
yati is currently at my house to pei me (Y)(Y)(Y)
i'm so freaking tired , but i just ..... *speechless*

todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, i mean yesterday.
awesome dayyyyyyyyyyyyyy (Y)
i'm happy i'm happy i'm happy but still ,
somethings is still troublings about me .
whatever it is , i shall continue bout what i did
today ! woke up at 5 am , feeling lost , dont know
what to do . i thought is weekdays have to go sch .
end up , i realised its a saturday !!!! rot rot rot and
fall asleep . woke up at 10 again , and nua all the
way until 4plus dhen went to prepare myself .
out i went , went to meet twinneh to pass her things
and meet yati , zeen they all at yishun. went safra
to play pool ! enjoyed myself ! (: lots of laughters
too . and i swear yati is such a joker ! -.-
so walked past yishunpark , thought of so so much
memories there ! good and bad , fun and moody ,
quarrels and enjoyment ! too much memories to
be kept . play a little while of swing (: think back ,
its been really long since i went there ! almost 2
years ? lol. so many things changes . hahah .
went for dinner at 8 and back home sweet home !
that's my day !

later have to wake up at 7am to go bai granny !
well , i miss her so so much ):
i hope she knows .
she'll be in my heart always and forever . <3


well , i've lost the last link to the person whom
i really cared for .
i really wish to slap your face to tell you to
wake up from tnat idea ! 
no point doing something now and somehow
will bring regretions in future . 
if you wanna show off / show me by doing that .
well , i still have to say , it's not nice / fashion
anymoreeeeeeeeee . if you really do so ,
i really blame myself for not able to change
your thinking to be more matured instead
of having such naive and stubborn thinking .
your life , your choice . be it you do / you dont ,
that's all i've to say . continue tearing me into
pieces indirectly . thankyous .


i guess nothing much already ? (:
i'm tired ! want go pompom liaos.
goodnights ! (Y)


i hate this feeling . 

the feeling of losing , 

the feeling of being abandoned . 

i miss everything about this special someone , 

i wanna see this special someone 

but am not able to. 

i wanna think of this special someone 

but am afraid that i'll dwell in it 

for a long long time again ):

 

signingoff``
♥JCWS

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