TELL ME IT DOES .

EVERYTHING MATTERS AND I REALLY MEAN
EVERYTHING ! IT DOES AFFECTS ME AND I
SWEAR EVERY SINGLE SHIT !

I LOOKED UP UPON THE SKY ,
BITTERNESS AND SOURNESS FILLS ME .
I THOUGHT FOR A LITTLE WHILE AND
REALISED YES , I MISS EVERYTHING .
EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU , ME , US !
EVERYTHING CHANGED AND FROM THE
VERY BEGINNING I'M READY TO LOSE .
LOSING YOU , LOSING ME , LOSING US .
I BLAME NO ONE BUT MY FCUKING LIFE.
I TURNED AWAY TELLING MYSELF ,
I'LL BE FINE AND I KNOW I'LL BE AS
STRONG AS BEFORE BECAUSE SCARS
THAT MADE ME STRONGER FOR LIFE
THAT I REMEMBER .

I'M TRYING CANT YOU SEE ?! -'-

ALL THE PAST I HAD FORGOTTEN .
ALL THE PRESENT I'M GOING THROUGH.
ALL THE FUTURE I'M AWAITING .
EVERY YESTERDAY IS SHIT .
EVERY TODAY IS GIFT .
EVERY TOMORROW IS MIRACLE .

okay , off to sleep now . 5 more hours to work !
god , take away my tiredness .
i'm freaking looking forward to monday !
totally opp of ypl but still ,
ypl , bu yao pai ! i'll give you half of my strength !
hahahhahha . imy !


I-O-I-H-T-C-T-T-Y-H-D-Y-M-M-F-F-Y ,
I-W-S-T-T-W-F-W-T-I-L-A-N-Y-M !
W-J-Y !

goodnights ~
signingoff``
♥JCWS