srsly , FML .

just came back from school .
everything seems not right .
my fucking mood is killing me inside.
i had a bad and lousy 1/2 day .
i hope the other half will be 360degree different .
someone , please cure my day with the sweetest drug . ):
really really really fml .
exams is just 1 , 2 , 3 day away but i'm still struggling like
mad . i wish i've got endless time . time is always not
enough for me . why ? i've got so many things to do and
complete but time is so little . sigh .

i tried to pay attention in class but i end up falling asleep.
i tried to rush all my work but i end up having another
pile of work on my table . i tried to do things calmly but i
end up rushing and got nervous . i tried to stop my mind
from thinking about all the things that is affecting me but
i end up thinking even more -'-

had a little unhappy things happen after school .
i shouldn't day much either . i shall leave everything
like this . however , words are just words .
yes , i regretted .
so i cabbed home right after school due to my irritating face
as i went facial yesterday . and its super ugly now . )':
when i got home , i felt as if i've entered heaven .
feel so happy to be home . idkwhy , i just feel like hiding
home and not to go anywhere but i've reporting later ):
alrights . i will stop here . update again at night .

i've been feeling so down the whole morning ,
listening to emo songs and getting myself more
down . please drag me out from this stupid world
and bring me to the happy lalaland ! (Y)
i dont wanna drag this feeling any longer .

signingoff ``
♥JCWS