Monday, October 11, 2010

yes , expectations bring disappointments

i guess i should update my little corner here before i started to
get busy with all my stuffs . well , i'm craving for a cup of bubble
tea to cure my freaking feelings now . i do not know how to
express the thoughts in me . but i know i must just love myself
a little moreeeeee .

yes , i should save my heart before it really losing it .

我们要学会珍惜 ,要珍惜爱情 ;要珍惜自己
不要把真心当作游戏 ,不要再让下个爱你的人殇心。
现在的我也许不会选择我爱的人因为被爱是最幸福的。
当游戏玩累了,就会自动退缩 ,选择爱你的人。

i dont understand why am i bothering to those ppl who
doesn't even give a fuck ? and giving nuts to those ppl
who cares whole-heartedly ?! -'-


somethings are better left unsaid than saying it all out ♥              
oneday , you would realise , i've changed because i'm
no longer the same . i wouldn't give a damn to you any
longer . no longer have any expectations .

well , turning back to my daily life now !
got my hair done yesterday ! and and i'm super inlove with yesterday's
date yknow ?! 101010 ! hahahahha . niceeeeeee date and i spent my
awesome day with my beloved sweetie and mummyyyyyy (Y)
brought my hair to the doctor and got my hair done !
will upload photos soon ! but i guess , not much different also .
okay , so i tonnnnnnnnnnnnnn all the way ytd ended up falling asleep
at 5 ?! got so stressed up ! chiong study all the way . am afraid
that my results would fail me . yet i'm telling myself "jcws , do not
expect anything more ! " yes , i'm gonna have expectation no moreee !
finally today's paper is over . this shows i'm getting closer to party ; to
havoc ; to heaven each day ! hehheh ! though maths is just paper 1
but it seems as if half of the burden is being lifted ! though was very
stressed up with the paper today ! but its overrrr and no point thinking
about it as well . so i'll just look forward for my next paper . left 4more
days to the actual day of impt exam ! sissy once told me this phrase she
heard inside , 过一天 ,少一天 ! that means , 今天过了一天就剩四天!
LOL. i'm just being lame . but i just find that that 6words have alot of deeper
meaning in it . it just how you look at it (:
so cabbed home after lunch-ed ! i've been cabbing everyday since the past
......473246356832682days . i'm gonna declare bankrupt soon !
but IDC ~ because i'm lazy , because i'm doing the things i like , because i
feel more comfortable this wayyy . (:  alrights . gonna get my ass back to
studyyyyy ! tmrw geography paper ~ another stressful paper.
wish me lucks ~ (Y)

signingoff``
♥JCWS



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