不爱了 。

i couldn't sleep the whole freaking night though i'm really tired .
i craved for some sleeping pills . flashback of how i used to be .
and i truly miss it ALOT. thinking about that day how i told sissy .
think back , what she said make sense as well .
why us ? why not them ?
i wish to have another straw of kitkat . fighting against temptation .
i'm not falling ; i'm just craving .

i prayed for a little peace .
i wish for a little love .
i hope for a little happiness .
没人能把谁的幸福带走 。
注定的东西是改变不了的。

i don't want to know anymore .
i don't want to hear anymore .
i don't want to see anymore .

please fucking give me some break .
-'- it !

i'm going out soon . not staying in my emo room
anymoreee to emo all day long !
i wanna pamper myself with loads of giftsssss !
goodbye .

signingoff``
♥JCWS