i srsly dont know how to endure through out the day
later on . i hope something can just take away my tiredness .
my sleepiness . and also make those things wrong right .
i dont know how to put it into words . i dont know what to
do . this and that . but one thing i'm sure is , it doesn't
harm me at all . i know it's for my own good .... but how ?
of cos i've my reasons for doing so . they didn't understand .
they dont know wtf i'm thinking . they not in my shoes and
they wont know . they say me silly , they say me stupid .
am i really that stupid ? i'm just being realistic because this
world is simply so realistic . i need to sleep .
i remember papachoo's number one rule .
FOLLOW INSTRUCTIONS AND EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY .
for many times , i decide things for myself .
at some point of time , i do whatever my heart feels right .
i didn't think much , i didn't think far . what's wrong with it ?
i feel tired for thinking too much for the things around me .
i hope i've nothing at all sometimes . if only i could replay all the scenes .
i would just do it in a way to end it . i've came so far and i don't wanna
give up just like that . it's tough . tougher to follow this and that .
not force but advises . sometimes , the way he phrases it made me
speechless . yes , i'm nothing compared to a professor . i surrender .
lead me through .
okay , goodnights . i'm dead tired .
你不会知道我隐藏的原因 ，我曾以为你最了解我 ，可是我发现 ，我错了
understand me . dont assume .
i've my reasons . just that you ppl didn't realise .
things that doesn't come out from me ; jcws 's mouth , ISN'T TRUE .
so please STFU because i srsly hated it .
stop making wild guesses , assume this and assume that .
you ppl may judge me , all you want . be it good or bad .
I DONT GIVE A DAMN .
know me , understand me .... and not act knowing .
signingoff``
♥JCWS
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