time to update !

i realised i didn't update my blog for quite sometime already . 

i'm getting more and more restless , lazy and etc and the worst 

thing is , i dont know what's the reason to cause all these negative

stuffs. though my eyes is feeling so sleepy now . but i still insist 

to blog before i can go to my lalaland . if not i will take forever 

to update another post . well , i didn't know where should i start 

actually . holidays arrived and i'm doing nothing still . i wanna 

work work work but i just dont have the working mood . i just 

wish to rot all day long , idkwhy . sigh. 

JRCWS ! 

please get your ass out to work ! time is running and time dont wait. 

buckuppppppppppppppppppppp !!!! 

this few days i also dont know what i'm thinking . 

daydreams in the day . 

nightmares in the nights . 

many stuffs flashing through my mind . 

it's super tiring to have so many thoughts. 

came to a point to realise anything can happen every next moment . 

be it good , winning a lottery . or bad , injuries , death and etc. 

sometimes , it may be a turn over of your life . 

sometimes , it may be a wake up call .

sometimes , it may be just the end of everything . 

many things that we couldn't predict . 

many things can happen in a split second . 

many things could change someone's life . 

how many ppl will get tired with their life ? 

how many ppl will get tired of trying ? 

how many ppl will get tired of fixing their life ? 

how many ppl would get up on their feet when they fall ? 

how many ppl wouldn't give up life ? 

how many ppl would endure until the very end ? 

how many ppl would sacrifice themselves for others ? 

or human beings are just too selfish to just think of themselves

and afraid of death ? well , idk too . 

what do jcws want to do before she die ? (:

seriously i dont know . i've been thinking . 

it seems like i have never ending stuffs to finish .

but again it seems like i have nothing much at all. 

so have you ppl ever think ,

what do you want to do before you die ? 

whatever it is . 

i'm stopping here. time to put all my worries and questions behind 

and fly into my lalaland peacefully (: 

goodnights ! will update again soon . loveeeeeeeeeee !

signingoff``

♥JCWS