convince me , my heart , my mind .

i wanted to rant everything here .
but i'm pretty lazy to type it all out .
confused mind .
i dont know what the fuck am i thinking .
every little thing affect me . -'-

有很多疑问 。
感觉好矛盾 。
很想很想逃避。
therefore , i'm passing everyday aimlessly .
just wanna numb all my feelings .
i'm at the risk of falling . falling back into
kelly's world , perhaps esther's as well .
but i'm holding back , not wanting to ruin all
the effort i've put in .

one of these days , when i no longer able to hang on ,
the other side of me will appear .
that crazy lil girl .

i'm really tired . leave me alone .

太多人来来去去 ，
全部都只是过客 ，所以我也从来没有认真过 。
想爱我自己多一点 ，保护自己 ，不想再次受伤。

signingoff``
♥JCWS