my blog is dying , is dying , is dying !

out of a sudden , i thought of all the friends around me .
there are so many of them but how many are true ?
how many would be there when i need them ?
how many treated me sincerely deep down from their heart ?
how many are loyalty ; faithful and devoted ?
how many cheated ; betray and lie ?
how many have motive to come near me ?
yknow , words can be said easily .
but when it comes to reality , everything will be so different .
words without action , it's just like chicken rice without chicken .
LOL . i think i'm super lame . i also don't know wtf i'm trying
to say . nvm .

time to speak my heart .

i always thought she understand me most .
she knew every little thing even if i just shut my mouth .
she knew how i'm feeling even i didn't utter a single word .
she knew what's the reason behind every action .
but i realised , that is only what i always thought .
well , it's okay . it doesn't matter anyway .
every thing i see , just shows you dont understand me
a little more each day . distance further , heart apart ,
minds no longer the same , just different channel .
first to last . best to worst . true to fake.
i no longer understand you , same like how you thought
you understand me but you dont . it's ain't easy but it's
ain't difficult as well . is the effort you put in .
the acceptance that needs .

next ,
the guilt in me . i didn't know how to start , where to start
and i don't even know how to put everything into words still .
人为什么每当要等到觉得要失去了才会去珍惜 ；关心和付出呢？
isn't it too late ? everything is just like a bus . bus don't wait for you .
it's time soon . xx once tell me before , do anything but not look back
and walk back to the same path . let bygone be bygones .

now is 4:08 ! going off soon ! someone is rushing .
took a few pics yesterday while i had my dinner at jpot steamboattttt !!!
super satisfied after the dinner . so fullllllllllllll !
went there with aaron , jessica , jezebel and my beloved mummy !

manymany nice foods (Y)

                                                       aaron and jessica (:

                                                            jessica and jezebel (:

and and yesterday is don't know what day .
but i know it's a day to eat 'tang yuan '
i had my tangyuan and it's super sweet .
my first time having it in my whole 16years life .
so pathetic . but everything will have the first time , first try .
heehee . :D niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

                                                          they say , you'll be older by each tangyuan you eat .
                                                           eg , i had 2 today means i older by 2years old . lol
                                                          so funny ! :D

okay , i guess nothing much already .
many thoughts and feelings unwritten .
but it's pointless anw .

我学着不去在乎别人的感受 ；不去理会别人的心情 ；

不去管别人对我的批评 ，是我保护自己的方式 。

great falls make me more strong and brave to face all 

the obstacles that come my way . 

many scars that make me stronger . 

and i'm thankful for all the ups and also all the downs . 

gonna go prepare nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwww . 

if not aeroplane will fly . heehee . goodbye . 

signingoff``

♥JCWS