okay , i'm freaking tired still . though after more than 12hours
of sleep , i'm still not satisfied at all. i hate it when ppl
disturbed my beautiful sleep . although it's ain't as beautiful as
it is cos i'm having nightnares for this few days but i just hate to
be disturb ! fuck it ttm !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
woke up with a super bad temper . idkwhy too . perhaps ,
just super pissed with so many missed calls . -'-
i don't know what else to do . i just feel so aimless .
i bet no one could understand how i feel . no one could.
yknow , i regretted going to places to see things i don't wish to see.
because everything turns out to be a big impact to me .
just like how i just 'click' to somewhere and i realised how far we're
apart . how impt i turned out t be . and seeing things that is changing
and i can do nuts about it . thankyou so much for that -'-
nobody will be my priority anymore .
i treated you like gold , you treated me like shit .
i treasure you like no one else did , but you chose to turn your
back against me . i put in my best to protect you not to get hurt ,
but you open up your wings and flew away . pardon me for what's
happening next . because i'm not gonna take the firstmove . save it
or leave it . everything is in your hands . why not admitting it that i'm
no longer impt . make it fast . so many special occasion , we suppose
to spend it together but what've you chose to ? well done .
thanks for pushing me up high and let go .
if you're wondering who the person above is ,
that person should know it super well .
i wouldn't utter a single words anymore .
for this , in my blog , this will be the last post for you .
nothing else . because you didn't know how i waited .
i guess , i've waste too much time waiting for something
that is worthless .
whatever .
another thing that troubles me was ....
know what ? last night ,
i saw this super meaningful words in one of my sis fb .
here it goes ,
男人不是好东西 ，没情没以没良心 ，
不怪 girlgirl 不痴心 ，只怪 boyboy 太花心 。
isn't this phrase super meaningful ? to me at least .
when i saw this , i thot of 'd ' suddenly .
we used to call each other gg and bb . laughs .
it's sound so sweet yet fate of us is not on our side .
about a year more to go , endure !
as a friend , i'm still waiting . (:
sometimes , i really do miss you deeply .
it's all over anyway . i wouldn't allow history to repeat
anymore . thanks love .
我不想在痴痴为你等 。
忘掉彼此的承诺 。
爱错就爱错 ！
tmrw will be the first day of school .
i'm not excited at all . hais . hate life so muchhhhhhhhhhhh !
anything anything , goodbye .
going to meet nek later . update again tonight .
you know the first thing when i woke up and i see
my phone , having so many msg ; so many missed calls
but none of them from you , do you get the disappointment ?
signingoff``
♥JCWS
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