have i ?

have you smiled today ? okay , i have not .
today is another normal day .
i'm just so tired to go out and do anything else .
so i just merely spent all my time sleeping !
switch off my phone and sleep it through .

woke up with a sucky feeling . idkwhy ?
just felt that something is missing . almost burst
into tears . and i tell myself , "everything is gonna
be alrights and i stood up . get on with life .

okay , i have to confess about something .
i can't deny that my down mood so gonna do with
you today . i thought of every lil thing . good ; bad ;
happy ; sad ; disappointment ; enjoyment and many
more . that's how you tear my day down mentality ,
emotionally . it's been so freaking long . thanks to
you , i rather spend all my time escaping reality by
sleeping than to enjoy it ttm . thanks to you i'm so
freaking emotional today . thanks to you i avoid and
rejected anything that comes . okay , forget it .
everything is pointless .

i'm not tired anymore but i just feel like sleeping again .
就算周围再多人 ，感觉还是一个人 。
love me when i least deserve it because that's when i
really need it .

signingoff``
♥JCWS