it's a joke !

finally , i've manage to say out everything already .
i've kept it for so freaking long . dont know who to
tell , how to say , or what to do . i'm feeling so so
great . seriously , i'm used to it .

i'm not gonna utter a single word about it .
here by , i wanna say , I'M GETTING SICK OF IT.
by heart , we both know .
by surface , we both pretend .
by reality , we both move on . (Y) well done uh .

i swear today is a real sucky day .
11 FEBRUARY , FUCKYOU ! understand ?!
15 more mins to the end of you . get lost and i never
want you again !

kira is a good name . sissy told me about him .
and i wonder if ever one day , i've lost .
will i admit he defeat me , and love him whole-heartedly ?
hahaha . it's just a random thought :D

emotionally unstable .
killing my emotions one by one .
shooting all down .

tonight will be a tough night .......

signingoff``
♥JCWS