You know what ?!
I never once needed anyone's approval or opinion to live
my fucking life . I always know life isn't fair . And i'm so
used to it that I never once allow anything to affect me .
I've been trying so hard for so long . But the shadows just
keep clinging onto me . The more I wanna be on my own ,
the closer it took each time . The more I wanna forget , the
deeper these memories are . If you can't make me better ,
please don't worsen me and deepen my wounds .
我恨我自己 ，讲起你还是会掉眼泪 ！
不是还想你 ，不是忘不掉你 ，更不是还爱你 ！
掉的眼泪是为我所受过的委屈 。
是那些我受的委屈 ，承受的折磨 ，
还有真心的付出 ，我不甘心 ！
我自己都不了解 ，独自走过的是什么。
It's how you changed me to someone I don't even know .
It's how you treated me causes me to have so much fear in me .
我只想要找回自己 ，原本的自己！
那个从不让自己受伤 ，不会委屈自己 ，
不会忍受任何折磨 ，不懂什么是痛 ，
冷血 ，的自己。
那时的我从不会为任何人掉眼泪 。
那时的我从不怕痛 。
那时的我不会在乎别人的感受。
那时的我是最快乐的我。
我好怀念那个自己 ！我不想忘记原本的我。
只相信自己 ，没有别人 。
Enough of my ranting !
哭过就好了 ，不痛了 。
i'm absolutely fine !
and i'll continue searching for me , that stubborn yet
happy me !
Contented with my life now . Having my boy and my
forever sweetie , it's enough ....
signigoff``
♥JCWS
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