I have yet to feel the best .
First time in my life I felt myself being so paranoid , sensitive
and insecure . I'd never felt this way before and it affects me
so much that I couldn't control all my emotions . It's been
ruling me since then . All I do is to pretend everything is so
freaking perfect being that forever smiling happy girl .
At times that i'm so sick of it I broke down . FML .
我要的 ，你不懂 。
我想的 ，你不明白 。
我是谁 ，你不了解 。
有太多疑问 ，但是我不敢问 。
因为害怕知道 ，所以逃避 。
我怀念的是他能给的安全感 。
Because the assurance he gave , is what every girl searching for .
whatever !!!!!!!!!!!!! I only left with 2hours of sleep .
super tired but my heart and mind is over thinking .
That causes insomnia . fuck this shit .
要提醒自己多少次 ，不要抓的那么紧 ，才会看开 ？
这次的痛 ，好像会比上次的还要痛 。
The guilt in me is increasing daily .
signingoff``
♥JCWS
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