GIVE TIME TIME !

so so so finally i'm home again .
imiss coming home everyday though
i'm not those type who always stay home ,
but today its just so different i just wanna get
home fast ! i'm so freaking tired by the
practice of chingay these days and i'm sure
the upcoming following weekends all will be
burn ! ): but frankly speaking i dont see any
reason why must we participate in chingay .
many claims that we're doing this to clear our
name . but was like no logic can ? even if we
did this , we will still like how we are before
even after this event . so ... what's the point ?!
isn't this for their own flame and glory ? why
it is gonna be us ? sighs . but what to do ?
i haven't got any time to rest . i haven't got
anytime to complete my homework . hen lei ley ! ):


my emotions is feeling better . i choose not to be
bothered most of the time . although it still do affects
me but i will try to just ignore . (: perhaps this is a
better way and also another solution to happiness (:
i'm drifting further and further each day but the things
i do is my limit to everything . i guess i've tried hard
enough and i can do nothing else to make it even
better . everything is just beyond my limit and i know
i can't do anything anymore . i'm human , i do get tired
at times .


alrights . i guess nothing much lers.
days is as sucks , as fcuk up like before.


ypl ! (:
hey you ! stop denying & assuming .
dont so dont want face uh . but true that IMISSYOU ! (:
its sad that i cant meet you in the morning you know ?
see lah , you make me sad ! guilty ? laughs .
love you lah .

TJY ! (:
dearest meimei ,
dont be too upset lers. as i say i'm always here for you .
everything will be fine . follow your heart and everything
will be right again . make up your mind and never change .
jiayou alrights . no matter what decision you've make ,
i'll always support you ! rmb , there're many trees out
there for you (:


signingoff``
mina .


i'm just pretending , i know . 
but that is what i can do for now .
i've had enough of all the past and i 
dont want it to repeat again . 



those little things you did somehow
became apart of me . but he had changed
me into what i'm now . 




HABIT = LOVE ? 


love confusion !
i'm not perfect .