Tuesday, January 19, 2010

I lost the faith in me):

Jerlin is feeling so down since
Yesterday . So many things fail me):
It seems like I'm getting further
Away to finishing line each day.
I felt so helpless. I lost all the
Motivation to everything. I don't
Know where to start from again .
I am tired , really tired . I need
A break . I seriously has been feeling
So sucks! Today is another sucky day .
Everything is not going my way , it
Really upsets me , every single shit that
Happen today is so painful):


One thing that make me smile is ypl !
Thankyou so much for sending me back today!
I know I've become so naggyy but can't blame
Me because this is me! Haha. Thankyou for your
Listening ears and everything! Love you!


Thank god that I need not go school tmr .
I am starting to think if school suits me .
Wo Zhen de hao Xiang fang qi le....
I doubt my heart for all those stupid feelings):
I just hate it so much ! And yes , I hate you !

Signingoff"
Mina):


History will repeat again .
And I am sure everything will
Come to an end . And I will not
Be soft hearted anymorees because
I am not gonna give a fucking care
Because you are taking away every
Bit of love I have for you away from
Me each day . And I can't help it to
Feel this way . Deep inside I felt so
Terrible and you won't know ...

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