bad day !

first of all , today is a bad bad day .
i woke up only @ 3pm ! && my reporting is @ 4pm !
so jcws rush rush rush and manage to leave home at
3.40 ! anyway , thanks for bestfriend as he woke me up
by coming right to my doorstep ! its so funny ! he stood
outside for abt 30mins dhen i wake up -.- heeees. but still ,
a biggggggggg biggggggggg thankyou to him if not i will
get moreeeee lecture already . (:

so had a 1hour chat with mswong !
hmmm . i dont know how to describe it . perhaps , mix
emotions . its my luck to have such great p.o !
nothing much actually .
walk to tpy central . stupid bestfriend bring me anyhow
walk -.- walk one big round ! waste my energy !
so went to eat dhen trained to yishun . went over
to 352pub but no drink serve today . hahahahhaa .
met mskay and went to have dinner together and
home sweet home at 8.20 ! (:
that's my day .
i'm tired but i couldn't sleep .

*hugesigh*

i thot of you all the time .
no matter what i do , what i eat , what i see , what i hear
i'll still think of you . re-reading and re-reading
the letter and i still couldn't throw words out of
my mind . hopefully i will manage to do so by this
few days . though , many anti this but i will just
follow my heart . see how it goes bah . (:

is everything too late to hold back ?

well , i realise he hasn't took over yet .
that shows he's nothing .

tmr meeting dearie and bibi !
cant wait to see both of them !

oh ya , for the previous post , i didn't mention
any name . if you think its you , it may not be ,
so clarify with me before jumping into conclusion .

i do not know what to say for us now .
we may seems normal . but i know you're unhappy .
i'm sorry , i'm not perfect .
i can't guess what you're thinking .
what i can do is just pretend , pretending that everything
is perfectly fine . i'm stubborn just like you .
mentality = you dont give a shit , why should i ?
mayb at times , my words will be damn harsh but youknow
i didn't mean it . after all , i still care . and its because
i care if not i wont utter a single word.

whatever it is . i'm still thankful for all the things i've .
cos i know , feeling grateful for what i've i will
feel much much moreee happy .

signinoff``
♥JCWS