today is a beautiful day .
but i didn't know why i feel so down suddenly.
i never felt this way for a long long time .
the feeling of emptiness come so sudden .
what's wrong ? ):

well , today went to meet bibi and dearie @
serangoon ! they treated me like a fool can ?
i thot i was late and i rush all the way end up 
they're later dhen me ! -.-
bibi late for 55min ! although dearie is earlier dhen
her but still late more than 30min ! -.-
so after everyone reach , we went to sing sing &
sing . after singing , we cab over to chomp chomp
to eat ! nothing much to eat because we're too too
early )': shall go again next time ard evening . hees.
nice food there ! (: hmmm , talkcock all the way &
bibi and her bf go off for movie dhen i pei dearie
wait for her friends and home sweet home !
that's my day . its like so finally to be able to meet up
with them again (: thanks girls for making my day !

okay . 1moreee day to school.
guess what ?! my stack of homework haven even
started . what should i do ? omfg.
i swear i will try to chiong as much as possible tmr !
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh ! i cant  imagine school is starting
again !!! i dont want school to start . seriously .
i'm not ready for everything ! _|_

i wanted to ask you something .
but something just stop me .
i hold onto my phone without knowing
what to type and reply you .
what's happening ? it seems like i can no longer
pretend . i can no longer pretend that nothing
is affecting me because it does , alot .
tell me what to do ?

as hour and hour is passing ,
i'm starting to be afraid .
afraid of what ? idk . fml .

yes , i'm jealous .

hoping to see you but i didnt manage to .

signinoff``
♥JCWS