if only you understand _|_

today seriously sucks ttm ! fml.
the whole fcuking day , xin bu zai yan .
do things so f-slow. i dont even know wtf i'm
doing and now , my fingers is so painful .
cuts here and there _|_

i'm super tired but i just couldn't sleep .
idkwhy ! sighs . why ?  ):
i'm feeling so freaking upset . why ?
fmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfml !!!

i need you most now bb . where are you ? ):


yes , i dont care , i dont give a fcuk about it !
is this what you wanna hear ? are you happy with
the way i respond ? if yes , tell me . i'll say even
more . you can say all the shit you want ! yes , its
painful but you turn all numb because i'm
use to all these shits already . yesterday it still
matters but today , the things you say make me
sick&tired of it already . i've had enough , really
enough . you're tearing up every bit of me day by day .
i wont let it cont . say moreeeeeeeeeeee ! i will not
let it affect me anymore . today will be the last .
i've been always trying . trying to make things work .
trying to mend this f/s. trying to pretend , trying so hard .
and i realise all these is just SHITS ! you claim that you
f-understand . do you ?! NO , YOU DONT !
you made me super speechless . I-N-O-Y-A-A-W !
thanks for watching as i fall . _|_


i saw the conversation . but that doesn't prove anything .
each time when i walk closer a little moreee ,
your actions push me back . each time when i wanna
love you a little moreee , you're taking away every bit
of love i've for you . forget it .


signinoff``
♥JCWS