so much to say but sometime its better to left unsaid

i dont know why .
i dont understand .
i dont wish to think .
i dont wanna know .
i dont wish to hear .
i dont wanna see .
i dont . . .

i'm so so tired .
been sleeping since 5plus until now .
i want to continue sleeping so i
wouldn't think these much .
i felt so . . . irritated , pissed , moodless
and many more .
i hope for that little comfort , little encouragement ,
little strength , just a little more .
i hear a little voice saying ' jcws , it's really okay '
sometimes , i just hope to hear your confirmation .
jusr a little will do .
你知道什么是肯定吗 ？
你知道你的一句话会给我多少的力量吗 ？

我很辛苦 ，被埋藏在回忆里 。
常常问问自己 ， 几时才会让回忆彻底的当做
一场美梦 ？ 生活在回忆中的痛有谁会了解 ？
回想起过去属于我们的天堂 ，我很开心 。
回想起那些你带给我的恶梦 ，我好害怕
拿起笔 ，写封信 但又害怕写错那一句话
造成以后的后悔 。

you were never supposed to mean this much to me ;
i was never supposed to fall so hard but why ? ♥♥♥

i wanna continue my sleeping already .
i'm feeling hungry . ate 2piece of carrotcake in the morning
and few piece of chickens after school until now -.-
goodbye .

signingoff``
♥JCWS