i'm proud of myself .

know what hits me ?
its this phrase from someone .
'如果你还有良心就不要这样做'
thankyou for waking me up .
thankyou for showing me the way .
thankyou for allowing me to know what a bitch i am .
thankyou for letting me finding myself back .
thankyou so much .

i realised the changes in me towards r/s .
i used to be so loyal and faithful .
where is that girl now ?
search me back .
where's that heart of love ?
where's that heart of faithfulness ?
where's that heart of loyalty ?
where's that heart of little happiness to contentment ?
where is it ?

以前的那个执著的小女孩在哪里 ？
以前的那个不想伤害别人宁愿伤害自己的心在哪里 ？
以前的那个容易知足的心在哪里 ？

okay , so what's now ?
i seriously feel like asking
what do you exactly want ? 
how do you exactly feel ? 
dont leave me hanging here with so many doubts . 
you should know me well enough .
1 , 2 , 3 .... goodbye .
i'll give it more . how long more ? idk . fml .

就是因为不想伤害你所以选择不去接受 。
不想被玩也不想玩人
因为了解那种被伤害的滋味所以不想别人跟我一样
经历那种不应该经历的痛 。
这一切就到此为止 ，再见 ；对不起 。

i'll let time heals the pain he left .
because i knew i give my all in the past .
i've put in my best but i failed to win you over .
now , its too late . i can never be the same .
you've changed me . to someone i dont even know.
and now , i'm searching all back for someone that
deserves better . and i believe to whoever that comes ,
will definitely be better than you .

it's over .
goodbye my love .

you're the reason .
dont let me bid goodbye to you*

new blog song (Y)
thankyou for this new intro ypl .
because i think this really suits me .

signingoff``
♥JCWS