what a disappoinment . fuck it -'-

for all the things i've saw , for all the things you do
for all the feelings i felt , for all the feelings you make me feel.
for all the thoughts running through my mind now .
yes , i'm ignoring . ignoring how long i want !
the next time i say hello , it will be my last hello .

i feel so funny
i feel so stupid
i feel so silly
i feel so sucks
waking up at 5am for no reason and having so many fucking
thoughts . what's wrong ? -.-
why am i ?
tthinking about things i shouldnt be thinking .
missing things i shouldn't be missing ?! -'-

whatever . i'm gonna force myself back to sleep .
working later somemore.
stop here . goodbye .

signingoff``
♥JCWS