Monday, October 4, 2010

higher expectation , greater disappointment

3hrs more to work . while waiting for my hair to be dry .
i guess i should update a little about today / yesterday .
i dont know how should i describe and put everything into
words . but i swear one word could partly describe it .
'tiring' ! its a real long day and i'm afraid i do not have
the strength to hang on later . but i'll try . (:
late for work today . well , jcws is asking herself today when
she was on her way to work in the morning .
' when would jcws be punctual and not late for everything ? '
LOL. i will try not to be late anymore . i mean TRY . yes (:
went baibai after work . lemon legs i've now . ): but its okay .
i guess it worth ? laughs . nothing much actually . (:


yes , expectations always bring disappointments .
yes , i expect more from you dhen from anyone else .
yes , i expect more than before .
yes , i expect you to be the best .
yes , i expect you to be the same like .... !
yes , i expect you to be the first .
yes , i expect you to think of me regardless when .
yes , i expect more care and concern from you .
yes , i'm disappointed with everything because you
failed to reach my expectation and every little bit of
love is lesser each day . i'm waiting . waiting for the
day to bid goodbye .

sometimes i wonder , am i expecting too much from you ?
but i seriously can't help it .

signingoff``
JCWS

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