Thursday, November 25, 2010

1- never fail to make my day 2- never fail to ruin my day

work today is damn fucking slow . i dont know why .
i don't like to do nothing . because i think alot of other
stuffs when i'm bored ; nothing to do and rot . fml .
and worst , half of the day it's raining and i'm freaking ....
i just hate rainy days because i fear but i kept telling myself ,
jcws is strong enough . deep down , there's a voice tearing me
down whispering , you're not at all . and it saddens me even
more . i was happy at first . but somethings just never failed to ruin
my day . it isn't easy for passer-by to understand how i really felt
because they could never be able to stand it my shoes . they didn't
know how much i've tried my best to tolerate . i couldn't hold it any
longer neither do i wish myself to turn my back against it . i felt being
forced again . isn't all those obvious enough ? or it isn't enough to
catch it ? okay , whatever . i will make it over soon .
know me , understand and you'll know what exactly i mean .

let's talk about happy moments (Y)
went over to jp to meet my taoeh .
so longgggg never see her and i truly missssss herrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !
walked around . looking for nice place to eat our dinner .
but ... one thing i dont get it . why every restaurant seems so full
and having long queue ?!?!?!?!??! it's very irritating -.-
after walking to all the b1 restaurant , we decided to go upstairs to
try our luck to see if there're any nice food ! so ... we saw
'dian xiao er ' and decided to eat that . we ordered a few dishes and
shared among the 2 of us . ate alot and i must on diet soon again !
took a few pics but i'm lazy to update now . will update those pics
soon . (: i'm so in love with the christmas tree at jp ): it's so beautiful .
but i haven't bought a camera . i swear , i will get a camera asap and
go there again with sissy ! lalalas. went to shop around . wanted to get
something for myself . but i just couldn't find anything that i love and i'm
so disappointed in the end . on the other hand , i think i've over spent this
week . i bought some clothes and a shoe past few days and still i'm not
satisfied . i want shoppinggggggggggggg soon again ):
around 10 , home sweet home . that's my day (:
taoeh make my day again ! TYSM <3

nothing much . think of tmrw work jiu sian half .
i hope they would sack me . having some confusion and i'm sick of it .


i will never , anymore .
因为 ,我遇到的只是短站的过客 。
我曾以为能当朋友是缘分可是我想 ,是我太天真了。

i don't like it this way , neither do i like it that way .
i don't understand and no longer want to understand anymore .

nights peeps .
i don't want to say any longer ; not to stay either .

signingoff``
♥JCWS

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