i hate this feeling , i hate this freaking feeling .
you know when you were at your weakest point ,
you just hope for that lil care ; that lil words ; that lil love .
just wish that you're facing all the shit with someone and not
fighting all these alone . just want someone to know how
much you're hurt and not strong to be standing still .
i always thought . thought that i'm independent , able to do
all things on my own . thought that i'm strong , nothing more
can hurt me . but i'm so so wrong . at my weakest moment ,
i hope for something , someone . but i'm really glad by now ,
i pull through it all alone . with lil comfort here and there .
jrcws dont want to be a weakling . ):
每当我一个人的时候 ，我都会想很多很多 。
我努力过 ，我奋斗过 ，我坚持过
可是到最后 ，这些算得了什么 ？
谁说我没长大 ？谁说我不够坚强 ？
就算跌倒了 ，我也是自己慢慢用自己的力量爬起来 。
就算受了伤 ，我也装出不害怕的样子 ，自己用时间来恢复 。
这些算勇敢吗？
虽然有时候 ，没有想像中勇敢 ；没有想像中坚强 ，
可是我都已经走了那么远了 。
以前说的不是这种以后 ，可是为什么现在又会这样呢 ？
钟玮珊这次真的累了 ，可是还不想放弃
只好加油 ，坚持 ，努力的奋斗下去 。
27more days to go .
time flies .
years i've been through so what is this 27 days to me ?!
i know i will and definitely , I CAN (:
went to the doctor today .
mc for today and tomorrow .
i hope my headache , cough , sorethroat and flu would just go
away by tonight .
when i got home , brother and his gf is home as well .
thanks to them i'm not starve tonight .
they cook beehoon soup for me and seriously i'm thankful .
i'm so envyyyyyyyyyyyyyy .
they're setting off early morning to genting .
how i wish i could as well .
i also want a boyfriend like my brother ):
he's bringing his gf to holiday later .
bought his gf plenty of stuffs . shopping and etc .
remove nails paint for her and many many moreee .
it's not jealous but E-N-V-Y :D
but it's okay , once again , JCWS IS INDEPENDENT .
i don't need anyone and anyone don't need me (:
basically that's all .
going to eat medicine and sleeping soon .
goodnight earthlings .
i'm missing so much ...
especially that special feeling that i've long lost and forgotten .
bring it back to me , someone ?
signingoff``
♥JCWS
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