i'm kinda worry and afraid .

as days pass , i realized my expectations grow higher and different ,
in everything . be it towards r/s or what . and i mean E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G !
sometimes , i seriously do not know what the fuck am i doing .
say want to study hard but i'm sleeping in class like nobody's business .
say last time to club but i'm like going every week .
say wouldn't allow history to repeat but it always happen .
say want to love myself a little more but i hated myself instead .
say want to be serious with life but i'm toying my life the way i like .
TELL ME JRCWS , WTF ARE YOU TRYING TO DO ?! -'-

okay , today is a bad bad day . feeling so unwell . super unwell
for the whole freaking day ):
cold weather worsen it mannnnnnnnnnnnn !
hate it  ttm . cab home right after having lunch .
and slept all the way until the sky turns dark .
i think i was dreaming or something when i woke up few funny
question came to my mind . was like ,
' why am i sleeping ? '
' what's the time now ? '
' am i late for school ? '
after knowing the time ..... , i ask myself ,
' is my phone spoil ? '
' why is it only 8pm when i seems to sleep like forever ? ' LOL.
i know i'm super lame but idk why i'm so weird too .

so went out to get my dinner with my laziness .
NK came under my block to pass me dessert and accompany me
to get dinner . so nice of him uh ?
today he super nice , make birdnest for me .
dont know got what motive . hahahahha . kidding la .
thankyou so much . jcws appreciate alot (: heehee .

tasty birdnest from nkkkkkkkkkkkkk ! :D

okay , basically that's all , i'm gonna sleep soon . headache ):
goodnights world . most probably not gg school tmrw .

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♥JCWS