Monday, January 10, 2011

physically awesome ; emotionally sucky

friday night ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
meet xingan at yck .
went around , end up went to ds . drink alittle
and went to eat and home sweet home at 5plus .

didn't sleep and went for brother's pop !


sacrifice my sleep is worth to exchange that special feeling that i've
long forgotten and yearn to have . though it's super tiring but
i just love it ttm . (:

so went around , eat eat and eat .
bring my laziness around so i've been staying in aaron's car most of
the time . went 769 for our childhood's horfan den homesweethome .

sleeping time for me . charge my battery to at least 75% so i've
strength to party at night !
woke up to prepare and meet akjeremy and co at admiralty .
go around a little while den me and xingan head down to
ph ourselves first . meet dearest girl there as well .
awesome night . vomited like nobody's business ):
drink super lot there . i should have control my drinking and
not drink with whoever that ask me to . but whatever it is ,
it's overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr (:


okay , reached home around 6plus .
hangover when i woke up . like so wtf .
super bad headache and sorethroat . coughing non-stop
and it seriously sucks .

rot all the way .
just feel like rotting .
around 8plus lep and her friend came .
mj all the way until 11plus .
that's how i spent my weekend .
so happy that i didnt went out today .
i'm gladdddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd !

weekends always flies . i dont understand why .
tmrw is monday = school .
and i dont feel like gg at all ):
not feeling well but dare not tell mummy if not
worldwar will start again . hais .
jcws ,  bear with it ! (:


i always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh ,

but i never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry ♥

Just because my eyes don't tear doesn't mean my heart doesn't cry.

And just because I come off strong, doesn't mean there's nothing wrong !

i hate it when everything seems falling apart . 
confused mind -- messy heart . 
blaming myself for being so softhearted all the time . 
i wish there's something to turn me into hard rocks . 

心软是我最不想拥有的落点。


i'm tired . 
goodnight earthlings.

signingoff``
♥JCWS

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