another day gone ):
i didn't live today to my fullest .
i misuse the time i had .
i couldn't focus . i couldn't concentrate .
my heart and mind is not with me for the whole day .
i don't know why . i just feel so aimless .
i know what i want , what i suppose to do .
but i simply rot my precious day off .
by watching tv , eating and sleepingggggggggggg !
worst of all , i daydream most of the time !
it's over anyway , no point dwelling in it .
gameover to tmr's test . i hope i could wake up early
morning to study for my geo and chem . if not ,
i'm prepared to fail both . wish me lucks .
i had a weird dream last night .
i dreamt of *d ! why ? idkwhy .
it fear me . as days getting nearer to the day .
am afraid , i do not know how would i react .
i'm scared of the choices i gonna make .
sigh , not gonna think anymore .
it bothers me still .
some part its about you and some part it's not .
i'm not gonna elaborate further because i don't see any
point to do so . get on with your life . i know you can .
add oil ! perhaps , this is just fate . accept and move on .
new blog song :
' move on by bruno mars '
How do I end up in the same old place,
faced again with the same mistakes,
so stubborn thinkin I know what is right,
but life proves me wrong everytime,
takin roads that lead me nowhere,
how do I expect to get there,
but when will I learn to just put you first.
I come to you now when I need you,
but why do I wait to come see you,
I always try to do this on my own but
I was wrong cause only with you can I move on.
Can I move on.
When I awake it's you that makes
me strong,
and I know that you've been with me all along,
so many times I begin to close my eyes and listen to my heart,
with you life is so easy why do I
make it hard,
oh takin roads that lead me nowhere how do
I expect to get there when will I Learn to just put you first.
alrights . till here . gonna sleep soooooooooon !
goodnights earthling !
对你来说 ，我只是一个不重要的承诺 ！
signingoff``
♥JCWS
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