i don't need you to teach me how to live !

okay , first of all , i need to rant something that in my heart for
super long and i've been just trying to ignore by telling myself ,
' it's okay , simply because you're someone i love ; someone
i care ; someone i'll remember ; someone that's important ;
someone that know . but now , 2words present for you .
' FUCK YOU -'- ! ' understand ?!?!?!?!
what holds me back for all these , it's you .
what you show , how you prove , what you present ,
how you  react . this sucks big timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !
i couldn't keep it any longer .
it's not hatred and it'll never be .
it's just disappointment . the words that turn everything into scars .
you know ?! okay , no , YOU DON'T !
carry on with your super childish mentality .
you'll never understand even you thought you would .
just continue your pretending , i'll just play along .
sometimes , it just disgust me !
it's a joke , seriously a damn joke !
the whole world will be laughing if they ever know .
because i'm laughing myself even when i stop my time and think about it !

该放手成全就要放手 。
该放手接受就要放手 。
有些东西是注定的 ，不管怎样强迫也是会一样 。
是时间该放手让彼此飞翔了。
鸟儿也会长大 ，不管怎样想尽办法让它不变 ，
它都不会在是那单纯可爱人见人爱的那只了。
再见 ！我不会再走错下一步 ，不会再挽留 。
有些过程是一定要自己走的 ！
接受 ，继续好好的生活是我目前的目标 ！
钟玮珊 ，加油加油！

i slept for super longggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg !
my fever just don't want to go away .
my weakling body is troubling me so so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhh !
medicine is making me puke !
i want my healthy body back ! i would exchange anything for it ! ):
nothing much i guess ?
so many test on thursday !!! how am i gonna make it when i only
got 3days of schooling a week ?! teach me !
i'm gonna chiong later when i'm awake . no more nua-ing !
nothing much :D

let's face reality .
i know at the end of the day , i care .
if i don't , it wont even bothers me .
my hand won't even click to that page .
but , what's the use ?!
why make yourself so miserable ?
从那一刻你决定放手就不应该回头 。
从那一刻你决定不理就不应该再理 。
do not cling onto something that hurts you deeper.
L-E-T-I-T-G-O !

i'll stop here .
feeling super drowsy after the medicine .
goodnights world !
lalaland busstop 7 i'm coming :D

signingoff``
♥JCWS