i do not know how to express this feelings in my heart
upside down and inside out . i'm finding a way but it
seems , there's no way . i know i've searching for so
long , enduring for so long , avoiding for so long ,
craving for so long . so what's next ?
i've been too lazy to update my blog recently . it gonna be
dead soon or it's already dead ? well , clueless .
mixed emotions are killing me through ! i know it's so
super wrong but i just can't stop ! :/
i can do nuts about it but just to continue thinking and
thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking
and thinking and thinking until i fall asleeppppppppppp ! ):
我再也不懂什么叫放弃 。okay , whatever :/
i saw this awesome status posted by my ex bff ,
" he saw you . he wanted you . he liked you . he got you .
he had you . he loved you . he got bored . he left . "
it's so super true . and i cant get this out of my brain now .
it's always like this , isn't true ?
i've decided . i just need myself and no one else .
you annoy me .
compare whatever you want .
but just a phrase for you ,
' COMPARISON MAKES YOU A FOOL '
if i were to compare too , i would compare millions of
things of you with others .
you treat me good but he treat me even better !
so what's this ? means i gonna take him and not you ?
so stop comparing -.-
okay , i'm tired now . but i just can't sleep.
forcing and trying to in few min time . i'm sickly tired.
goodnights world .
lalaland busstop 7 , i'm coming . please bring me awesome
dreams . nightmares restricted :D
signingoff``
♥JCWS
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