you didn't know how much it hurts :/

sucky day ! fml .
you can say all the fucking shits that you want to .
you can pretend all the fucking scenes you up to .
you can , you can . i'm not gonna give a fuck nor
will i get affected by it at all . thanks for changing
me . no one to blame .
在乎不代表要表达出来 。
关心不代表要让对方知道 。
谢谢你让我体会 ，了解什么是
假装的友情 ！
你从来不会察觉 ，说的话有多伤人 。
人都是自私的。你永远都会觉得自己付出的
很多。可是有想过 ，别人也是有付出的时候吗？
不要因为自己的看法 ，感觉 ，认定一个人的死刑。
一切在也不重要 ，包括你在内 。
有一天 ，失去了我 ，你会感到可惜 ，后悔吗 ？
也许是我想太多 ，抱着太大的希望 。

happy and unhappy .
kena send home from school . have a huge urge to
quit school . something stopping me . if i were to make
a decision , i need not need anyone's approval to do so.
this stubborn me would just do whatever i like . selfish you
think whatever you want . likewise , you never once fulfill the
words you said . backstab , gossip whatever fuck you want .
i will fight this battle , alone .

alrights . went movie with R today .
went july for a lil beer and home sweet home .
am sleepy now . goodnights world .

ohya , do not assume whatever i wrote .
because it may not be you .
话中带话  (:

signingoff``

♥JCWS