my blog is dying !

my apology for not blogging for almost a week .
i don't know why i just feel super lazy and that
is the cause of my blog's death . it's dying .
i wonder , how many ppl would actually still care
to take a look on my rotten blog . whatever it is ,
i don't careeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (:

okay . this weekend is not really that great . and i
can say last week is the suckest week i ever had .
but last night was great ! at least i did something
different . real different . i realised i'm such a
goodgirl last night . i didn't club , i didn't drink .
i went kboxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx and then
i went prawn-ing ! a activity that super need patient .
and i think i did not successfully trained it ! it was like ,
i lost my patient from the start ! but after i caught one ,
i began to enjoy ! :D know what's that call ?
S-A-T-I-S-F-A-C-T-I-O-N (((((((((((((((((((((((:
that's how this ended my weekend :D

you know what ?
no one would let me feel that special feeling whenever i
saw you , the way you treated me , that feeling whenever
i'm sitting next to you . and i really mean no one . not
even the man i thot i would love him most ; d* !
but you're also the one to allow myself to have that
' never see you again feeling ' ! it's the way you present
your self . you got me near and back to far like a stranger .
i couldn't understand what you're up to and now i don't even
want to understand . no matter how much i guess , how
much i tried , 我还是猜不透 。
你让我懂 ，其实你跟其他人一样 ，并没有什么特别 。
the amount of hesitation you had given me is more than
enough to accumulate millions of question mark in my brain .
you no longer let me feel special anymore . i'm naive enough
to believe i'm special to you . haha . silly me . all are just lil
words that you said to all the girls .
你让我心动 ，可是让我察觉一切是一场游戏。
i wouldn't go back to the same old page againnnnnnnnnnnnnn !
goodbye stranger ! (:

starting it all over again . refresh and starting a new game .
this time round , i believe , it gonna be my rules and
i'm gonna be the winner ! (: i'll take on all challenges :D

good things come to those who wait (:

okay , i'm stopping here . gonna take a short lil nap and
study at nightttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt (:

give me a lil break . i promise i would text you soon .

signingoff``
♥JCWS