Wednesday, March 2, 2011

physically active ; mentally tired :/


last night is a good good night (Y) :D
enjoyable yet scary nighttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt !
but i'm still happy ! 85 percent drunk and didn't
go school today !

something shitty spoiled my mood last night .
it's super irritating . i hate ppl to care and get
involve in my things ; my life when they're
nobody to me . i hate ppl to judge me when they
know nuts about me . i hate ppl to accuse me when
they wouldn't know what situation i'm in . i hate ppl
to criticize me when they ain't perfect too ! ftw .
what i hate most is ppl coming into my life to shit
and expect me to accept and clear up for them !
just fo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i never want to see
you again . and i seriously mean never .

lalalas. let's drop the above shitty shit and let me
elaborate more about yesterday ! (:
i meet my 爹爹 after school . he's so super duper
sweeet . it's his offday and he spent half of it on me !
went to talk ; slack and i swear we share quite a number
of things . i always love talking to daddy ! okay , so
after chatting 爹爹 buy me sushi !!!! yummy , hehheh .
just like a happy lil girl . home sweet home at 5plus .
prepare and everything . went out to meet trc and co .
was late for movie so only watch half of it ):
' i'm number 4 ' it's kinda scaryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !
got scared at a lil part of that show ! but strong girl
here didn't scream ! heehee . after that went 99degree
to drink . after that mbk ! *r came to find me a lil while
and went off . basically that's all .

oh ya , something scary happen .
and it makes me have so many doubts towards guys like him .
=.= is it all the guys are the same like him? expect me to take
a cab with a stranger like him when i'm 85% drunk ?! FATHOPES!
unless i'm 100% drunk if not i'm not stupid ! -'-

my fav quote ' accept all challenge that come my way ' PSBT ! (Y)

todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !
i'm happy that i got no hangover ! :D
went out in the evening t meet xingan. actually wanna go movie
but those timing so not right . so went chatting and slacking only .
bagay and co came to find us , chat chat . and home sweet home
at 10plus . goodgirl today !

i seriously do not know how to put things into words .
just treat it as my fault . my apology ; i'm sorry .

okay . i'm sleepy . goodnights !

whenever i see your face , i would stop and stare for awhile .
从来没有想过会喜欢你 
喜欢不代表爱 ,爱也不代表一定要在一起 。


i just need a lil rest and i swear i would be alrights . 
i just need a lil time and i promise i'll be back like how i was . 




signingoff``
♥JCWS

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